hello

hi to the people who bother to check in with me (especially since I've now changed my blog address).
last semester was so much better for me.
i know, growth.

my results come out in 2 days, and i do believe my grades will have suffered quite a bit due to me prioritising my mental health - but i can genuinely say im happier, fatter and more relaxed.

there are days when i get anxious and i get attacks but theyre no longer as frequent anymore.

thinking back to my dark days, i have to say im so grateful for everyone who reached out to me. everyone. the most unexpected people reached out and that was a HUGE help and i hope i can do the same to other people who find themselves in a hole like me.

i need to find a balance. next semester is crucial because it counts toward your final cgpa.
for now, my fingers are crossed that i've maintained all necessary too still keep my scholarship.

and when classes start next week, im going in with a fresh mindset - positive outlook and hopefully more self-confidence.