i think i have a problem, my egoistic self is never happy nor satisfied working small time jobs. but one thing's for sure, i never have and never will regret the experience of them all.
my current job environment, is, i admit, one of the best amongst the 3 jobs ive worked. earning higher here too. but certain things that we're tasked to do as low payed workers, i sometimes can't accept. and it makes things tough on me and the company.
but i only have 3 more weeks of work left and here's a mantra to help me cope: do it for the money.
i struggle with the fact that work is for money. i always find a need to only work when it is meaningful and necessary. so when im given an odd, dumb job - everyone tells me i should just be happy i have a relaxing part and accept my money. but i cant. i like being valued, i dislike being looking down upon.
yet again, i tell myself to breathe. it's all for the money. nothing but the money.
god help me
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