its another one of those nights again, where I just feel like I’m going insane. and then I realise its me, I’m the problem. and I’ve always been the problem. And i want to scream and lash out but as I’ve incessantly been told and constantly made aware, that if anyone deserves my crap, its me. no one’s gonna tolerate you and your emotions, or lack there-of, or simply the lack of control over it. So fucking suck it up and get on with it. Or at least, just suck it up.