I've just spent a whole 30 minutes reading my old blogposts and wow... what a wave of emotions.
I feel like I just relived the last 10 years of my life reading through all that. It's crazy. I can't believe I'm turning 26 this year, and I've had this blog SINCE I WAS 14 (?) wondering what the hell would become of me.
I'm writing this in a daze because 1) its sunday night 2) I'm really sleepy & have to wake up for work tomorrow and 3) I am wondering how to make a comeback on this blog.
I was so raw and authentic here, its insane. I was kinda dumb for thinking no one would be reading these entries but lets be honest, there are a lot of lurkers on the internet (including myself). but I don't hate myself for it - being brutally honest here I mean. and what you see are just the published posts. BOY MY DRAFTSSSS.
I was so raw and authentic here, its insane. I was kinda dumb for thinking no one would be reading these entries but lets be honest, there are a lot of lurkers on the internet (including myself). but I don't hate myself for it - being brutally honest here I mean. and what you see are just the published posts. BOY MY DRAFTSSSS.
anyway, thank you to my past self for being so authentic and true to herself. it captures the past decade of my life and my youth rather beautifully. unfortunately, I have to announce that a lot of that magic has since disappeared since I stepped foot into the corporate world. I've barely written anything for fun, I've barely done any activities that bring me pure joy - it all has a purpose to it. Going to the gym, pilates, dance - I do it all just so it would benefit me health-wise.
The old entries of this blog really capture any form of passion I had for the art of writing, and it reignites every time I read them. anyway, I opened this up because I thought of starting the blog again. I said this so many times across multiple years - I know. but I still come back, right? so its not so bad. I'll see what I can do.
anyway just to document my day today, because I got this cute new digicam:
1) went to the gym in the AM - no pictures here because its just the gym, its boring. hm but maybe I'll include a picture in the future; so 40 year old me won't be annoyed that I said this and did not document it.
2) tried out lacher @ the Met (long line, got tired of waiting but was worth it! so expensive tho)
The old entries of this blog really capture any form of passion I had for the art of writing, and it reignites every time I read them. anyway, I opened this up because I thought of starting the blog again. I said this so many times across multiple years - I know. but I still come back, right? so its not so bad. I'll see what I can do.
anyway just to document my day today, because I got this cute new digicam:
1) went to the gym in the AM - no pictures here because its just the gym, its boring. hm but maybe I'll include a picture in the future; so 40 year old me won't be annoyed that I said this and did not document it.
2) tried out lacher @ the Met (long line, got tired of waiting but was worth it! so expensive tho)
kx n pastries
close-up of what we got
tunacado, truffle ham, raspberry praline & a gorgeous ice latte
me with bad lighting but cute vibes. i wore this cute little indian style dress that was kinda giving pajamas, but I hope I pulled it off in a chic way.....
3) went to get a random pedicure done (it was cheap @ rm50!) but my tiny toes got smudged coz I wore heels lol....i did maroon colour cos she didn't have white :(
4) got groceries
5) attended 'life is funny too' which is a fundraising comedy show under cancer research Malaysia. it was pretty good, my first time at a stand-up. I actually laughed out loud a bunch of times, which if you know me - is not something I usually do
4) got groceries
5) attended 'life is funny too' which is a fundraising comedy show under cancer research Malaysia. it was pretty good, my first time at a stand-up. I actually laughed out loud a bunch of times, which if you know me - is not something I usually do
anyway that's all about today. but life updates well, that's a story for another day. a lot has happened since the last post....how do I sum it up?
